I started roughly ten years ago while I was in college. I fell in love with the craft and knew this was what I wanted to pursue.
How was your experience with your first film?
Absolutely amazing. I loved every moment of it.
You have a background in theatre, but now that you’ve moved onto films and television, has the transition been difficult?
It’s different, can’t say harder or easier, just different.
Do you intend to make time for theatre alongside films and television?
Yes, I do intend to. Theatre was my first love and my introduction to acting, so I don’t think I’ll ever leave it entirely.
How do you spend your spare time?
I try to spend it with friends and family, as I really am a people’s person.
You were recently nominated at the Lux Style Awards for Dar si Jati hai Sila. How do you feel about that?
Surprised and humbled.
Who is your favourite co-star?
Ali Junejo, Nazar ul-Hasan, Mohammad Ahmed, Nauman Ejaz … the list will go on. I respect all my peers and continue to learn immensely from all of them.
Where do you see yourself in the next ten years?
Hopefully, as someone who plays an important part in the growth of the entertainment industry.
What one piece of advice would you give aspiring actors?
Work hard. If no one takes you seriously, prove to them that they’re making a huge mistake.
Multi-talented star Amna Ilyas had been one of the most prominent faces in the Pakistani fashion world before transitioning towards the silver screen. Sana Zehra sits down to have a candid conversation with this model-turned-actress on her journey thus far
“Stereotyping models as non-actors is a fallacy. Of course they can act and anyone who claims otherwise has been proven wrong globallyâ€
There’s a common misconception that models don’t make good actors. Did you feel any pressure trying to prove your craft?
Stereotyping models as non-actors is a fallacy. Of course they can act and anyone who claims otherwise has been proven wrong globally. Acting is a skill anyone can acquire. You just need to be passionate and dedicated to the craft.
When I first transitioned into acting, I don’t believe I was good at all, but I remained committed to my job and started exploring the layers my characters had. I started picking up more work and gave each performance my all. I learn new things every day and feel my understanding of drama improve.
How do you think your modelling career prepared you for films?
Changing multiple looks every day means being in different character each time. From eastern wear to western wear and from wearing tons of makeup to being barefaced, I did it all as a model. This routine taught me how to build a character visually; just a slight change of lip colour can make a huge difference on camera. Modelling also taught me how to face the lens, a long with other aspects of direction.
The trailer for your movie “Ready Steady No†is out. How would you say it’s different from typical rom-coms?
Another upcoming movie of yours, “Baaji,†has fans excited. Tell us more about your role and your experience working with Meera.
“Baaji†revolves around a girl who works at a beauty salon. Just like every other working woman, she has many dreams and aspirations. She wants to provide a life of comfort for her family and grabs every opportunity that comes her way to fulfill that goal. The big turn in her life comes when she meets a popular star called Shamira. To see how their relationship evolves, you’ll have to see the film.
Working with Meera was like a dream. Sharing screen space with a senior artist like her, who has done over 200 films has to be a great learning experience. She’s truly an icon.
When choosing scripts, are you mindful of the impact your character may have on the audience?
I don’t necessarily choose to play a character based on what the audience may think of it. My priority is assessing what I can bring to the table and whether or not I can leave people with some sort of awareness.
In 2015, you lifted the Lux Style Awards trophy for Best Female Model, with an acceptance speech on the lack of inclusivity in the fashion industry. Do you think things have changed since then?
Conversations on inclusivity are definitely gaining momentum on social media, so I’d say there’s been improvement since then. However, there’s still a long way to go.
“My priority is assessing what I can bring to the table and whether or not I can leave people with some sort of awarenessâ€
What is Amna Ilyas like at home? Tell us about your childhood and family.
I’m super chilled out. At home, you’ll always find me in my pajamas, with a cup of coffee in my hand, spending time with family, or catching up on a good show.
I’m the youngest of five siblings. As a child, I remember being shy and liked keeping to myself most of the time. The one person who enriched my childhood with her unconditional love and support was my mother. She taught me the importance of hard work and faith. I truly believe that’s what’s kept me going throughout my career.
“Growing up, I had a very clear vision for my life and it always revolved around the artsâ€
Your sisters Uzma and Salma were both successful models. Did growing up in their shadow leave you intrigued by the media?
Growing up, I had a very clear vision for my life and it always revolved around the arts. I’m grateful for having my sisters as inspiring role models. They influenced my decision to foray into the industry and excel at what I do.
What does the future hold for you?
Hopefully many fruitful ventures for my career. I pray the coming years are kind to those I love and they remain happy and healthy. I can’t be certain of where life will take me, but I sure hope the journey is exciting.
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Film screens or fashion runways?
Film screens
Biggest pet peeve?
Unpunctuality
What should every woman do at least once in her life?
Take a solo trip to an exotic land she hasn’t explored before
What’s the best advice you’ve been given?
“Keep quiet and speak only when it matters”
Favourite Pakistani celebs to follow on Instagram?
Mehwish Hayat and Mahira Khan
What irks you most about social media?
How time consuming and addictive it is
What are the last three items on your credit card statement?
A few things from the grocery store
What was the last photo you took?
It was a shot of my salad
What’s the biggest fashion faux pas you’ve committed?
This is quite embarrassing, but I tripped on the red carpet recently. I hope nobody noticed
Who would be on your guest list for an ideal dinner party?
Drake, Rihanna and Meena Kumari
What was the last lie you told?
I told my sister I returned home at 9PM, when in reality, it was much later
One habit you have that annoys your family?
The fact that I don’t make it to family affairs because of my hectic schedule
Do you have a nickname?
Lilly
What one thing would you like to change about the entertainment industry?
Stuck in a style rut? Let the experts give you a lesson in styling staples every woman should own. This fortnight, fashion stylist Mehek Saeed dresses up her favorite fold technique — pleats. Feminine and fun, pleating was a top detail on Fall 2019 runways. Ladies, take note
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Photography: Ali Agha
Coordination: Mehek Raza Rizvi
Photographer, Rehan Khan, explores the human desire to crave what cannot be consumed. As Mark Twain said, “There is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirableâ€
The celebrity couple of the hour, Zara Noor Abbas and Asad Siddiqui, have arrived with their new movie Chhalawa. Sana Zehra catches up with them to talk about their success, while Arsalan Bilgrami captures them styling uber cool outfits from Zasimo, a multi-brand store that stocks authentic international brands such as New Look, Quiz, Vera Moda, Burton and Dorothy Perkins
Zara Noor
What was it like growing up surrounded by art and visual storytelling?
The environment I grew up in is what developed my interest in the arts and also became the reason why I chose to study filmmaking. I’ve always felt that it all came quite naturally to me.
While you’ve always had central roles in drama serials, you will be playing second lead in your debut movie, Chhalawa. What made you sign the project?
The character I play is perhaps the most impactful one in the film and that’s what made me sign on the role.  Even though this is my first movie to be released, it’s the second I signed. I was quite delighted to be working with Asad. He is truly my reel and real life hero and to work with him has been a dream come true.
“The character I play is perhaps the most impactful one in the filmâ€
— Zara
What does stardom mean to you?Â
It’s all about talent. If you have it and hone it, you’ll definitely achieve your goals.
What kind of roles excite you as an actor?
Roles that challenge me and push me away from my comfort zone have always excited me.
What is the best advice on life, work or relationships that you’ve recieved from your mother?
My mother always taught me to never compromise on self-respect and always prioritise relationships over work.
Do you get time to nurture your relationship with yourself?
“My mother always taught me to never compromise on self-respect and always prioritise relationships over workâ€
— Zara
Well, not that often. I do however, make sure I visit my family in Lahore to unwind and reconnect with my roots before starting a new project.
One memorable moment from set ?
I don’t think I can pinpoint any particular moment. We’ve had a great time shooting the film and every moment has been memorable.
Would you ever consider getting directed by Asad?
Of course! I’d love to.
Critics have nothing but rave reviews for your acting. How hard did you have to work to achieve the appreciation?
Well, I’ve worked and danced even when I couldn’t get out of bed. I suffered chronic back pain in my teens and underwent regular physiotherapy for it. My doctors told me I’d be paralysed if I didn’t stop dancing. It’s been a long and trying road, but my dedication has paid off.
You’re a close-knit family despite being in the middle of a competitive industry. What’s the secret?
You just have to get your priorities straight and then all’s well.
Why should anyone watch Chhalawa?
Because it’s a great film. Period.
Future projects?
Can’t disclose right now.
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One word for Paparazzi
Flashy
Ever endorse a fairness cream?
Never
Greatest joy
Family time
Favourite thing to indulge in?
Makeup
Your favourite fragrance
Elie Saab
Best ending (movie or book)
Titanic and Devdas. Timeless.
What’s the one thing you look forward to in your personal life?
Having a family
Least favourite household chore
Cleaning my cupboards
Asad Siddiqui
Do you feel connected to the characters you portray?
Yes, of course. I never accept a role that I can’t connect with.
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Does moving on from one character to another require a lot of unlearning?
Yes, it does. But it’s easy for me to detach myself from a character once I’m done portraying it, so it’s not very complicated.
How do you define success for yourself?
Being respected by my fans, while remaining humble and grounded.
Is there a difference between being a “star†and an “actor?â€
Not really — I feel like these are just titles. It’s all about where your work takes you.
Would you ever consider writing? If yes, what genre?
No, I don’t think I’ll ever write. However, I’d love to produce.
What’s the worst question you’ve been asked about Chhalawa?
Luckily, nothing so far that I’d deem to be negative.
What’s your dream role?
I’d love to embody the role of someone fromthe medieval era, but in the armed forces. Perhaps a Viking, or someone from the Roman Empire.
“Nothing should get stuck to your head — things come and go. I’m glad that this understanding has made me a calm and easy-going personâ€
— Asad
What’s the most important lesson you’ve learnt so far?
Nothing should get stuck to your head — things come and go. I’m glad that this understanding has made me a calm and easy-going person.
Is there an offer you wish you would have taken but didn’t?
Nope, no regrets.
What’s the best thing Zara has told you after watching your work?
Zara once told me that she thinks I’m going to be the biggest actor in the world. She’s my wife so she says such things. I don’t really believe her.
How do you deal with criticism?
I don’t take it to heart. I come home, watch a TV show or spend time with my parents and that’s it. I brush off negative energy.
What was working with Zara like?
Zara is a phenomenal actress. She’s an amazing co-star and a real prankster.
What did you learn from the team on set?
“Zara is a phenomenal actress. She’s an amazing co-star and a real pranksterâ€
— Asad
Team Chhalawa consisted of a very spirited and talented group of people. It’s been a great experience learning the beauty of operating as one unit.
Millennials and masses relate well with you and Zara. Does that put pressure on you to be mindful of your public persona?
No pressure, we just like to portray who we really are.
What’s your motto?
Take it easy, every step of the way.
What’s the biggest different between Zara and your personalities?
I’ve accepted her as a very emotional girl and she’s accepted the fact that I’m not — that balance is working out great.
Tell us why we should watch Chhalawa?
Because its my film with Zara!
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Last three things your credit card statement?
Netflix subscription, a pair of shoes and I don’t remember the third. Maybe fuel
Go-to shower song?
Thanday thanday paani say nahaana chahye! Gaana aye ya na aye gaana chahye!
Which one of the seven deadly sins are you guilty of?
Vanity
Any charities you’re associated with?
No fixed association yet, but I do what I can
Any superstition you believe in?
I believe in the evil eye
Your idea of a perfect date with Zara?
As long as Zara is there, it’s all I need
Favourite household chore?
Getting lights fixed
One thing every man should stay away from?
Bringing other people down
Coordination: Sana Zehra
Outfits: Zasimo
Zara’s hair & make-up: Hadi @ Nabila
Asad’s grooming: Nadeem William @ A-List
Stylist: Ehtesham Ansari
Jewellery: Allure by MHT
Photography: Arsalan Bilgrami @ a.bilgrami studio
Fans worldwide enjoy Spanish DJ and producer Danny Avila’s music. Cited as the ‘one to watch’ by Billboard magazine and MTV, he gives Haider Rifaat a glimpse into his music life
Tell us about your new song and its theme.
My most recent release Thinking About You is the first track from my new label NUMB3R5. I wanted to release it on my birthday because I’m able to express myself openly with this song. It encapsulates the sound I’ve been working on for the past two years.
Describe your DJ-ing style.
Good vibes. I just adore electronic music and am open to different genres. I suppose you can understand my style better after listening to my tracks and DJ sets.
When did you first connect with music?
As a teenager. I was obsessed and it wasn’t an option for me to not work in music. It’s all I ever wanted to do. The day I learnt how to produce, I didn’t want to stop.
You recently performed in Pakistan. How was the experience?
I had such a great time. Thanks so much to the crowd for being energetic. They seemed to have had as much fun as I did.
How are you managing such a tiresome touring schedule?
It takes getting used to, but I love it so much. I wouldn’t have it any other way. I enjoy meeting new people and seeing beautiful places. It’s a blessing.
“Tiësto is one of the greatest people in the music fraternity for sure. I have immense respect for himâ€
How do you keep up with your fast-paced life as a DJ?
By producing music that I want to listen to. Besides, I find some way to make my hectic routine fun. It may sound strange but it is true.
What does your music collection consist of ?
It comprises of tracks that I would want to hear on a night out or at the gym. I enjoy energetic music that relaxes me and makes me feel good about myself.
What key components do you consider while producing music ?
The details and sound of music on speakers. It’s good to keep that in mind.
What essential elements should a song have for it to be a masterpiece ?
A massive hook.
Which remixes do you usually play for a mass audience ?
It depends what kind of music I’m into that week.
What’s your go-to jam ?
I’m constantly playing my track Too Good to Be True with Machine Gun Kelly and The Vamps.
What was it like working with music legend Tiësto ? Â
As epic as I’d expected it to be. He is a real mentor. Tiësto is one of the greatest people in the music fraternity for sure. I have immense respect for him.
An artist you want to team up with in the future ?
There are many artists I’d love to work with, such as Post Malone. He is impressive.
What’s keeping you busy these days ?
Everything – I love to be busy. If I’m not on tour, I prefer working out or writing my new tune.
Is there an album in the pipeline ?
I’ll let you know if there is, but not at the moment. Right now, my prime focus is single releases in the club and commercial world with Sony Music.
Which performance of yours has been the most memorable ? Â
There are plenty; Tomorrowland, Airbeat One and Untold Festival. It feels great to perform for massive crowds.
Do you feel any difference performing at home versus abroad ?
Definitely. I think every country I go to has a different vibe.
What distinguishes Spanish music from mainstream music ?
Spanish music is very mainstream nowadays. There is Latin hype everywhere and Bad Bunny is just one example of a good Spanish artist.
How do you unwind ?
I love to wakeboard. I wish I had more time for it.
What are your plans for this year ?
Music, music and more music. So much stuff is yet to come that I can’t wait to share with you all.
Inspired by a philosophical concept of Jean-Jacques Rousseau that refers to self-love and true to Hira Ali’s aesthetic, the collection presents silhouettes that are modern, presenting fashion that does not limit wearers but rather creates a coming together of tradition, splendour and contemporary style.
Model-turned-actress Zubab Rana has garnered acclaim for her role in the recently concluded drama serial “Bandish.†Haider Rifaat sat down with her to know more about the rising star
What drew you to acting?
I knew I wanted to act since I was a child. The way actors are able to portray different characters and bring them to life has always fascinated me.
Tell us about your role in Bandish.
I played the character of an innocent bride-to-be, who happens to be a victim of black magic.
Are you open to experimentation with roles?Â
Of course, I would like to play versatile characters. I feel doing justice to a challenging role is any actor’s biggest achievement.
Will you consider signing a film anytime soon?Â
Definitely! If the right script comes along, I’d be game.
Who has been the biggest influenc in your life?
My father. The values he’s instilled in me and the way he’s lived his life continue to inspire me daily.
Do you think a career in acting makes it difficult to spend time with your loved ones?
I can’t speak for my colleagues, but I make sure I take enough time out for those who matter.
How do you stay fit?
I strongly believe a healthy body ensures a healthy mind. I don’t necessarily follow a set diet plan, but I try to make healthy choices whenever I can.
Define beauty.
I don’t think there is anything more beautiful than confidence. A confident person wins half the battle before even drawing his sword.
What makes you smile and what scares you the most?Â
My mother’s happiness makes me smile. What I fear most on the other hand, are my loved ones going through adversity.
Your thoughts on marriage?Â
I’m open to the idea of marriage, when the time is right, with the right man.
What brings you the most satisfaction?
I’m a very family oriented person. Whenever my family is happy and content, I’m satisfied.
What’s the best advice you’ve received?
“Just have faith in God.†It has always helped me.
“The way actors are able to portray different characters and bring them to life has always fascinated meâ€
What’s on your bookshelf?
I’m not much of a reader. All I ever read are the scripts I receive.
What’s on your to-do list for the coming months?
I’m planning to travel and Europe is most definitely on the list.
Your greatest indulgence?
Freud said, “To be happy, all one needs is love and work†and I would define that as my indulgence.
If you could, what one piece of advice would you give to your younger self?
I wish I had understood the importance of self-worth. Therefore, I’d advise my younger self to be proud of who she is and to stay true to her beliefs.
Versatile actress Sarwat Gilani has become a household name through her powerful performances and advocacy for special needs children.Mehek Raza Rizvi sits down for a candid chat to know more about her work and life at home
Your movie, JPNA 2, was the first Pakistani blockbuster to cross the Rs 70 crore milestone. How does it feel to be part of the industry at a time that may be written down in history as its most transformative phase?Â
Yes. Commercial cinema is the need of the hour, most certainly the safer bet, while independent cinema is slowly but surely catching up. In order to elevate our craft the pioneers of the industry must collectively open an institution to educate newcomers about film. It’s important to invest in and groom our talent, so they carry the torch forward. We’re witnessing the re-birth of Pakistani cinema and I’m extremely lucky to be part of this transformation.
With the conversation on gender equality and feminism on the rise, how important is it for female actors to choose their roles carefully and avoid playing the damsel in distress?
Most of our drama serials are about weak women who eventually turn into strong ones. So one could say there’s a kind of feminism involved, but obviously a little twisted since it’s drama. However, I believe as actors we shouldn’t judge the characters given to us.
We’re witnessing the re-birth of Pakistani cinema and I’m extremely lucky to be part of this transformation
As a woman, have you experienced any inherent prejudices in your line of work?
Every profession has its prejudices, but since the entertainment industry is at the forefront it’s very easy for people to create preconceived notions about those who are part of it. It used to bother me initially but eventually I realised it was only a reflection of a limited mindset. I remember a girl walking up to me while I was performing Umrah to ask why I was there and who looked after my children when I was at work. It’s very sad when women pull other women down because of their own insecurities.
Out of all the memorable performances to your credit, which one character portrayed by you remains the closest to your heart? Why?Â
Linta from “Khasara†because it portrayed a strong woman who stood against the odds. She faced difficulties with grace and strength, which is an admirable quality. I enjoyed embodying her character as there were various dimensions to it.
We hear you may be producing a film soon. Is that true?Â
Yes, it’s a secret right now, but when I’m ready I’ll talk about it.
You were recently awarded for your tireless efforts to promote Special Olympics Pakistan. Tell us about your work for the organisation and why it’s close to your heart.Â
Being part of the SOP family has been an honour. I’ve witnessed these beautiful individuals transform from children with special needs into power house athletes, owning and embracing their differences. The rewards weren’t just restricted to medals, but also translated into every aspect of their lives, enabling them to realise their own potential. Belonging to the media, I had the advantage of reaching out to the entire nation for this noble cause.
What’s the secret to a happy relationship with your partner, especially when both of you have demanding careers?
More than anything else you need to accept that your partner’s an individual first and then your spouse. To be in a healthy and happy relationship it’s essential to appreciate and encourage each other. What I love most about Fahad is that he listens to my wildest ideas and gives me genuine advice. On the other hand, if something is troubling him I sit down and try to resolve it for him. This makes us realise that we’re both involved and interested in each other’s lives. Also, I feel it’s crucial to keep reinventing yourself in order to keep the fire burning, especially when you both are working individuals and barely get time to spend with each other. My mantra is: be a friend before a lover, a lover before a companion and a companion before a spouse.
As a working mother yourself, what would your advice be to women struggling to strike the work-life balance?Â
Mothers are superheroes — they’re multitasking all the time. I manage my kids and work by being super organised with everything. For example, I have a set weekly menu for them so no time is wasted on thinking what to cook every day or what groceries to buy.
I’ve witnessed these beautiful individuals transform from children with special needs into power house athletes, owning and embracing their differences
It’s important to keep certain days of the week free for family and have one activity that you do with them everyday. It could be a quick game or reading to them, either while dropping them to school or putting them to bed. These are the things they will remember most when they grow up.
In the world of social media, the ruthlessness of trolls is something all public figures are subjected to. How do you respond to them?Â
Everyday I get numerous comments and sometimes they can be very hurtful. Since there’s no limit to what anyone can write on social media, it’s up to us how seriously we take it.
At the end of the day I realise they come from people who see me as public property, so I remind myself to not give them undue attention. Whether it’s me jumping from the sky, smoking, wearing unconventional clothes or climbing K2, the trolls will always have a comment that comes from an unexposed mentality.
My mantra is: be a friend before a lover, a lover before a companion and a companion before a spouse
What is Sarwat Gilani like at home?
I like everything clean and in order. I’m often found organising mine and the kids’ wardrobes, the pantry or the kitchen. I love gardening, so I manage my plants with the gardener as well. He thinks I treat my plants as my own children and that’s actually kind of true.
I’m very chilled out with close family and friends and enjoy entertaining at home.
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Theater, film or TV?Â
Film and now web-series
Three changes motherhood brought in you?
Patience
Empathy for special needs children
Multitasking
Your guilty pleasure?
Watching ‘Sex and the City’ every chance I get
One thing you would want to change about the entertainment industry in Pakistan?
Unhealthy competition
Alternate career choice?Â
Interior designer
Favourite ‘90s jam?
“Bittersweet Symphony†by The Verve
What was the last photo you took?
Of my sons playing in the sand
Your personal style in three words?
Classic
ComfortableÂ
Chic
Last impulsive buy?
Shoes for the kids in Poland
Most prized possession?
My father’s antique watches
What was the last lie you told?
“The dessert was greatâ€
Do you have a nickname?
Siju
A decision you regret?
Not a single one
Favourite movie quote?
“Life moves pretty fast, if you don’t look around once in a while you’re going to miss it.†From “Ferris Bueller’s Day Offâ€
Bushra Ansari is a true living legend who has continued to dominate the entertainment industry for over five decades. From acting, to singing, hosting and writing, she has done it all and aced each undertaking. This icon has received all major Pakistani awards, including Pakistan’s highest civilian award, the Pride of Performance. She is celebrated in particular for her impersonations of Madam Noor Jehan, Tahira Syed, along with her impeccable performances in Fifty-fifty, Angan Terha, Raja Ki Ayegi Barat and Udaari. Sana Zehra sits down with Ansari to have a candid conversation about life and work.
You’re celebrated as one of Pakistan’s living legends. Do you think your success has put pressure on your children to live up to your name?Â
I’ve never put any kind of pressure on my daughters. I worked in media because that’s always been my passion. When it comes to my children, they’ve been free to follow their own dreams. My husband and I have been strong advocates of female empowerment and I’m glad my daughters are carrying on that legacy.
My husband and I have been strong advocates of female empowerment and I’m glad my daughters are carrying on that legacy
Tell us about your relationship with your daughter Meera.
Meera and I are best friends and spend a lot of our free time together. I enjoy our conversations, as neither of us enforce our ideas on the other. Despite my hectic schedule, I ensure I’m in touch with her via calls or WhatsApp. We cherish our relationship and that’s why we’ve balanced and managed it so well.
How did you manage motherhood with your professional commitments?
Being a mother of two beautiful girls, a full-time housewife and working in showbiz wasn’t easy at all. My family lived in Lahore, while my in-laws lived in Islamabad, so I never had the privilege of leaving my children with their grandparents. Despite this, I was always there for them — from school pick-and-drop, tuitions, parent-teacher meetings and all other activities. If I were travelling abroad, I’d take them along. So, I feel content knowing that I never neglected my girls because of work.
A lot of working mothers feel guilty while at the workplace. What’s your advice for them?
My best advice is to try to appreciate time for what it is. If you’re at work embrace your time without the kids, where you can focus on your own ambitions and goals. When you’re home, have fun playing with them. The trick is to find the silver lining in the chaos.
How have your notions of what it means to be a woman changed over the years?
I’m so proud that I’m a woman. Surviving in a man’s world is not easy for us. But then what is life, if it’s not tough and challenging? And I love challenges. I’ve never compromised on my principles and moral values and have received so much respect, love and acceptance for just being who I am, which is an achievement in itself. Women today are empowered and a lot more open to the curves life throws at them.
Surviving in a man’s world is not easy for us. But then what is life, if it’s not tough and challenging? And I love challenges
Out of all the characters you’ve portrayed on screen, which one do you relate to the most?Â
I’ve always chosen my characters mindfully. However, my role in “Udaari†as Sheedan is closest to my heart, because the concept is completely different from typical Pakistani drama serials. Sheedan doesn’t embody the common ‘log kya kaheinge’ (what will people say?) mentality; she has a heart of gold, but is also undiplomatic and fears no one. It’s about a woman who earns for her family by singing and dancing at weddings and is fiercely unapologetic about it. She’s rather proud of it.
Tell us about your video to promote peace between Pakistan and India.Â
My inbox is filled with viewers’ feedbacks who say the song is the voice of their soul. The idea was to promote peace and harmony and to make everyone know what a common man from both ends of the spectrum wants. The general public from both sides of the border genuinely wants peace, but politics and warmongers create distances between them.
Have you ever felt the pressure of being an influential figure for the masses?
Not pressure but responsibility I would say. When so many people look up to you and follow you it becomes your responsibility to raise you voice for issues that are important. It’s no less than a privilege that God has bestowed you with and one should definitely strive to make a change by taking a constructive advantage of their position in the society. When you’re a public figure you generally have a heavy influence and impact on individuals and society, as many people follow you and you can change people’s perspectives and beliefs in few minutes. Therefore, you have to act responsibly because you’re accountable for your words.
You’ve seen the entertainment industry evolve since its early PTV days. How do you think it’s changed you as an artist?Â
As compared to yesteryears, television in Pakistan has grown dramatically. The production of satellite channels and cable TV networks has made it possible for a large number of Pakistanis to have access to TV entertainment. Today, the content is completely changed from how it used to be in early years. To be honest, it hasn’t changed much for me as an artist, because I’ve always been open to roles with substance — I never shy away from challenges. Yes, the audience’s approach is different towards the content today, but one thing that’s remained constant in my career is that I believe in quality over quantity.
What advice would you give to your younger self?
Don’t hold back on doing what you really want, because it won’t bring you far in life. Correct yourself, empower yourself and most of all love yourself.
A lot goes into making a house a home. Daniya Q, mother of two and founder of Elite Fashion, worked painstakingly with architect Salman Jawed of Coalesce Design Studio to construct a space that’s contemporary, functional and innovative in its design. Sana Zehra finds out more
Was there a specific theme you had in mind while designing your house?
I always thought about having a home with a contemporary feel. Being able to have a space that’s simple and comfortable for my family was the idea behind our house.
Who was the architect and who did the interior?
Salman Jawed was our architect. Our discussions with him ensured us that he would deliver a masterpiece. Each and every area was taken under consideration, including minute details such as privacy for the family if someone is entertaining guests. The interior was done by Samia Khan.
What part about setting up your space did you enjoy the most?
I loved doing the basement. Having a complete view of trees was important to me and something I’ve enjoyed creating thoroughly.
What’s the best compliment your house has received?
Most compliments centre around how spacious and well-lit our house is and in spite of an open plan construction, the place has complete privacy. This last bit was definitely a challenge.
Which room in your house do you spend the most time in and why?
The ground floor around the kitchen area is where most of my time is spent. This area is the heart of the house and is easily accessible.
How often do you entertain?
Every now and then. We’ve hosted multiple brunches, lunches and dinners.
Describe a perfect day in your house?
A perfect day is spent watching my girls dance around the house.
What do you think makes a happy home?
Everyone in the family having their own space and enjoying it would make any home happy.
You have a lot of bright rugs in every room. Do you enjoy collecting them?
Yes. The house has lots of natural light and I knew bright rugs would add character and give a more curated feel.
I started with commercials three years ago. The rest as they say, is history.
Why do you think your drama serial Kaisa Hai Naseeban has drawn so much attention?
No woman chooses a life of pain. The drama serial sheds light on an issue that is close to many Pakistani households. Since the day our first promo aired, people began sending me messages and sharing stories on social media of women with experiences similar to my character Mariam. It’s the realistic portrayal that has captivated audiences.
You’ve receieved criticism for playing a victim at a time when females are in dire need of strong, powerful roles. How do you respond to that?
The drama serial narrates Mariam’s journey. She’s a typical, middle-class Pakistani girl who involuntarily agrees to her parents’ decision of marrying her first cousin in Malaysia. To her, this marriage signifies a picture-perfect future. However, that’s not the case. Many young girls are brought up with the belief that marriages are forever and it’s incumbent upon them to always please their husbands and in-laws. It takes time for my character Mariam to fight back and find her footing. If you watch the drama serial, you would see how she manages to save herself from a horrible marriage. If that’s not showing a strong, powerful character, what is?
What intrigued you about this project?
It was a no-brainer, considering it’s a real story and sends a strong message to everyone about marital abuse. It’s wrong of parents to marry off their daughters without knowing the other family properly, especially if they’re abroad.
What’s next in store for you?
I’ve just signed a rom-com opposite Ahsan Khan.
How do you choose scripts?
I base my decision on whether the script appeals to me or not. If it excites me, I go for it and let the team know.
I only sign scripts that speak to me personally. God has been very generous with the kind of projects I’ve landed so far and how the audience has received them.
What are your thoughts on the emerging concept of web series in Pakistan?
While I haven’t signed a web series project yet, it’s a great platform to share alternative stories that the television audience is not ready for. Even our conventional drama serials have massive following online. Almost every episode of Kaisa Hai Naseeban took YouTube in Pakistan by storm and received millions of views. As actors and content creators, it’s to our benefit if we are accepting of this change.
What secret can you share about the entertainment business?
There isn’t any secret. Everything is out there.
Do you find today’s media invasive?
To a certain extent, yes. However, one needs to know where to draw the line. The media is inept to figure out everything on its own. It also depends on how much you put out on social media for people to see and talk about.
How do you approach a rough situation?
I try to forget about it, so it’s easy for me to move on.
Describe your personal style.
I enjoy sticking to the basics. Fashion needs to be personal and comfortable in my opinion.
Is marriage on the cards?
Right now my only priorities are family and work. Life’s good!
Bold prints can seem tricky to style, but are extremely on-trend.  Actress and model, Uzma Khan, demonstrates how to incorporate an explosion of print and colour into your day-to-day closet
Let’s go back to the beginning. How did you both meet?
We met ten years ago at a party and it’s been a joyride ever since. We’re best friends united by music and it’s our aim to spread love and happiness through it.
What kindled your passion for music?
Victorien: It’s a long story. I began performing and mixing music at the age of eight for my parents because they’re fond of it. Gradually, I began playing for larger audiences at private parties. It was then that I met Florent and together we hosted bigger events.
Tell us about your collaborative work.
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We’ve worked with people from Chicago, Cape Town and France and now plan to team up with Pakistani musicians. We’ve performed a transition with ten artists where we merged traditional Pakistani folk songs with house music. So far it’s been well-received.
How do you define your music?
In our DJ sets, we transition from melodic, ethnic to more powerful house music while keeping the tunes light. By the end of our performance, everyone is in full swing and our job is done.
Which music genres are you most drawn to?
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Florant: Techno, French rap and pop.
Victorien: It’s a broad variation of folk and funk. I listen to a lot of tribal music from Africa too. I feel it’s important as producers to open ourselves to a wide variety of musical genres.
What instruments do you like to play?
We engage with many musicians who play different instruments. They bring their own creative energy to the table. We really enjoy the guitar, piano and brass instruments.
Are you planning new music?
We have remixes and a few original songs that we plan to release soon. We’re also remastering and re-releasing our old track ‘Pale Sun Rose,’ a project we’re very excited about. It was the first song that got us international recognition.
How do you cope with blunders on stage?
Mistakes are a part of life and we need to learn from them. It’s less about mixing and more about the vibe we create in bringing people together. As long as the vibe is there, mistakes don’t matter.
As a duo, it must be difficult to reach a decision, especially considering you have slightly different musical inclinations. How do you reconcile?
Good question! We learn to surrender and trust each other’s judgement Worst-case scenario: we will call our manager to sort things out.
Were your families supportive of your decision to pursue this line of work?
Florent: Not initially. My family was sceptical of me playing music for a living during my early days but they’re very happy for me now. Victorien: They were supportive of my career choice, but were concerned about me attaining success.
How do you strike a balance between work and personal life?
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We’re doing our best. Music is our passion, so for us, it doesn’t feel like work. However, we make sure to spend time with family and friends while on tour breaks.
How was your experience performing in Pakistan?
Florent: This is my first visit here, so I was excited to see how the local audience would respond to our music. Many Pakistanis are familair with us, but it was time for us to get to know Pakistan.
Victorien: We love Pakistan. I visited in November for a private event as well and everybody welcomed me with warmth and kindness. It was special.
What advice would you give to aspiring music producers?
The best advice is to always follow your heart. Being a DJ is not about simply playing or producing music. It’s managing finances, marketing and communication. If your passion is strong enough and you want to pursue music, do it. You need to be ready to take risks and remember that even if you fail, at least you tried.
Riding on the wave of Laal Kabootar’s immense success, the talented actors sit down with Mehek Raza Rizvi to talk about the overwhelming response they’ve received
Mansha Pasha:
“I gave Laal Kabootar over a year of my life. The journey has been exciting and exhilarating, serving as a huge learning experience. The payoff just makes it all worth it.â€
—Mansha Pasha
Audiences had been waiting anxiously for Laal Kabootar ever since the trailer launch and for good reason. How does the phenomenal response feel?
The response feels absolutely incredible. I’m extremely humbled by the love all of us have received, not just from our fans but also from within the industry. It’s very overwhelming when your peers, seniors and mentors are rooting for you.
I gave Laal Kabootar over a year of my life. The journey has been exciting and exhilarating, serving as a huge learning experience. The payoff just makes it all worth it.
How challenging did you find portraying Aliya? Do you see any similarities between her and yourself?
Honestly, no. I don’t think Aliya and I have much in common at all. That doesn’t make portraying her challenging though, because that’s exactly what an actor’s job is—to step into another person’s shoes. She’s very quiet and internalises her emotions a lot, which is unlike me. I can’t really relate to her, but yes, I can definitely empathise with her.
This was Kamal Khan’s debut as a film director. While he’s definitely here to stay, what lead you to trust his vision?
I think his past work speaks for itself, but more than anything, what intrigued me the most is the way he orates and describes his vision. I knew from day one that he would execute this film brilliantly. When Kamal wants to tell a story, he gets absorbed in it in a manner I haven’t seen before. He won’t stop until he gets the desired shot and will make sure his team keeps doing their best too. I also enjoyed how we all bonded as a team, as it helped to have honest conversations about everything with him. Apart from this, he has commendable work ethic and that’s always a plus.
“I think the most amusing aspect has to be the fact that Ahmed and I were kept apart on set by our director.â€
—Mansha Pasha
Share some memorable moments from the set.
I think the most amusing aspect has to be the fact that Ahmed and I were kept apart on set by our director. He was very firm about us not joking too much or being silly. Other than that, I’ll never forget that Ahmed broke my phone or the friends I made during our journey.
What’s next?
For now, I’m completing a drama for ARY. I look forward to doing projects that are different and lighthearted.
Short & Sweet
If you could play any other character in the movie, which one would you pick?
Rashid Farooqui’s character is remarkable, even though I don’t think I’d be able to portray it. His wife’s character is also great.
What’s your favourite line from the movie?
“Tumharay haram kay paisey nai yeh kiya hai†(Your black money caused this)
Best thing about your job?
It keeps me on my toes
And the worst?
Actors don’t really connect with each other a lot, except while working together. We all share the same problems, so I feel if we worked on building a community and support system for each other, it would benefit everyone.
Apart from Ahmed, who are your favourite co-stars?
There are so many people, but if I had to pick one, it would be Sami Khan
Biggest competition?
My own self. I always feel like I can do better.
Do you have a life motto?
Just to be happy and not be too hard on myself
AHMED ALI AKBAR:
What does Laal Kabootar mean?
Laal (red) symbolises blood, violence and love, while Kabootar (pigeon) symbolises freedom, peace and flight. The name of the movie depicts the conflict the characters face in a city like Karachi, where freedom, blood, violence and peace go hand in hand.
Many believe your portrayal of Adeel may be your finest performance to date. How does the love you’ve garnered from the movie feel?
The response is overwhelming. I feel extremely fortunate to be part of Laal Kabootar. It’s something I’ll look back at and be proud of. I was very confident about the film, Kamal Khan’s intricately stylised storytelling, Mo Azmi’s beautiful cinematography, Taha Malik’s unique music and almost all other aspects of the film except for myself. It’s so hard to gauge one’s own work, so I had no expectations.
What were the most special moments while shooting for Laal Kabootar?
There were so many special moments that I can’t pick one. Although, the one thing that makes the entire process extraordinary was how we all drew inspiration from each other. Everyone on this team was so focused, the synergy of the team was remarkable. Every member had an earnest love for their craft and was driven to give their best.
What were the challenges you faced while trying to deliver a convincing performance?
I had no idea how I was going to play a Karachiite. I had to trust Kamal whenever he told me I was on the right track. When we started shooting, it had only been a few years since I’d moved to the city, so portraying a local was a challenge. Adeel could easily have been a caricature, but I wanted him to be real and flawed. I think the toughest bit was to be someone else, yet make the struggle as relatable as possible without crossing the thin line that borders on exaggeration.
“The name of the movie depicts the conflict the characters face in a city like Karachi, where freedom, blood, violence and peace go hand in hand.â€
—Ahmed Ali Akbar
What’s next?
Can’t disclose much, but there might be something very exciting coming up in a year’s time. As far as the near future is concerned, I’m just reading different scripts at the moment
Short & Sweet
If you could play any other character in the movie, which one would you pick?
Ibrahim, the character played by Rashid Farooqui
What’s your favourite line from the movie?
This is not the kind of script where I can pick a line. But two scenes that I really enjoyed watching in terms of dialogue were where an intense conversation takes place between Rashid Farooqui and Mohammad Ahmad, and the moment Aliya offers Adeel double the amount in return for an unspeakable crime.
If you could go back in time and redo any one thing in your journey with Laal Kabootar, what would it be?
I’d be more careful snatching Mansha’s phone in the scene mentioned above. I accidentally broke the screen.
Best thing about your job?
The variety of skills one has to learn in order to emulate the characters in the vast range of stories we become part of.
And the worst?
As George Clooney once said, “An actor is always looking for work.â€
Apart from Mansha, who are your favourite co-stars?
Yumna Zaidi, Osman Khalid Butt, Omair Rana, Sanam Saeed and Nadia Jamil
Do you have a life motto?
Don’t be good to be rewarded, let your goodness be a reward for others
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Entrepreneur, politician and mother, Hina Butt wears many hats and excels in all of them. In a short span of time, she has become a respected voice for women’s rights, all while continuing to build her fashion house. Areesha Chaudhry talks to her about her journey and how she balances her life
You’re quite an accomplished woman. Tell us a bit about your educational background.
I went to LUMS for my undergrad and MBA and was lucky enough to make it to the Dean’s Honour List both times. From there I decided to delve into International Relations and completed a Masters in it from Middlesex University Dubai. I have also participated in the Global Leadership and Policy course at Harvard Kennedy School.
Take us through your career and your entry into the political arena.
Being a strong advocate of female entrepreneurship, I launched my fashion house Teena by Hina Butt after graduating from LUMS. There I also conducted vocational training for women who desired to be financially independent. For this I collaborated with FACES Pakistan for vocational training programs and market accessibility, where mine and my brand’s role has been to polish the skills of the women, in order to make their products more marketable.
“Being a strong advocate of female entrepreneurship, I launched my fashion house Teena by Hina Butt after graduating from LUMS. There I also conducted vocational training for women who desired to be financially independentâ€
Politics came about as a result of this programme. I became aware of the dire situation of women’s rights in the country and the lack of opportunities for a large majority of them. It was obvious to me that I’d have greater influence over driving such change through politics; ultimately, I received a reserve seat for women in 2013.
How has politics helped you achieve these goals thus far?
Once in the political system, I strived to create equal opportunities and obtain rights for Pakistani women. This included bills and resolutions that I presented; some of the ones that I am most proud of include the “Child Marriage Prohibition Bill 2013,†“Punjab Home Based Workers Bill 2016†and the “Punjab Domestic Workers Employment Rights Bill 2016.â€
I’m also grateful to have served as the General Secretary of the First Women Parliamentary Caucus of Punjab (2015-2016) and am currently serving as the Women Health Representative of the Women Caucus. But, the Women Protection Bill was one of the highlights of that tenure.
You were selected once again in the 2018 elections through the reserve seats. What policy changes are you focusing on this time?
Primarily education. However, I am also actively engaged in obtaining maternity rights for women and have submitted a bill regarding acid and burn victims.
“When you’re trying to challenge the status quo, you’ll face a lot of detractors. However, you need to step out of your comfort zone and pursue your goals with unwavering dedicationâ€
Please tell us how you balance work and your personal life.Â
It’s all about priorities. I quite enjoy being a mum, so my son is my priority and I enjoy spending time with him. In the morning it’s politics and the afternoons are with him. Then it’s straight to my business and dinner again with the family. I also ensure that I incorporate working out in my routine.
Any tips to achieve such a balanced life?
Make sure you engage in quality time with your family members: kids, spouse, parents, siblings —this keeps you grounded. And always enjoy your bedtime routine. It relaxes you for the day to come.
What are your thoughts on social media and its relation to all the work that you do?
My social media is very active, especially Twitter. I communicate all that I’m working on, as well as my thoughts on current affairs through this platform. For my business, Instagram has worked brilliantly. In my opinion, social media is like any other tool—one must use it wisely.
You’ve recently represented Pakistan at the World Economic Forum, which is quite prestigious. How did that feel like?
I had been invited by the World Economic Forum as a Young Global Leader —quite prestigious indeed! I was able to meet various heads of state and multiple companies who were interested to invest in Pakistan. My meeting with UNICEF’s director to discuss projects for the Pakistani youth was inspiring.
Recently you submitted a resolution in the Parliament requesting the UN to revoke Priyanka Chopra of her UNICEF Goodwill Ambassadorship. Why is that important to you?
I believe it’s quite contrary to the role of an ambassador of peace to commend military aggression, be it for any country. I felt it was irresponsible for someone in her position to encourage such aggression. Peace can only be achieved if we all work towards it and think of the greater good.
What message would like to give our readers?
When you’re trying to challenge the status quo, you’ll face a lot of detractors. However, you need to step out of your comfort zone and pursue your goals with unwavering dedication. Achieving your goals justifies the struggle. I’m a firm believer in Allah’s plans for all of us, so I keep faith that the path I’ve been set on will be fulfilling.
The inspiring singer, actor, writer and TV host collaborates with photographer Mohsin Khawar for a one-of-a-kind shoot. Scroll through our pages to explore the magic they created, while also reading Haider’s exclusive interview with Mehek Raza Rizvi
In one of your interviews you claimed the process of writing Uddi Ja has been a spiritual and life-altering experience. Why is that?
I think a qalaam like Uddi Ja comes into formation through a power greater than all of us. I never tried writing those lyrics consciously, they just penetrated my mind. That’s just how it is with such music. It took around a year and a half for the lyrics to be completed, in fact the last section was added even later when we were recording it for Coke Studio (which was around four to five years later). I’ve always believed I have a connection with God and I’m grateful that I was chosen by Him for this qalaam. I’d have never been able to come up with such powerful lyrics without otherworldly guidance. I remember the first time the words Uddi Ja came to my mind was during a late night drive with my friend. I had pulled the window down and as the cool wind brushed across my face, all I could repeat were those two words, in the exact tune you’ve heard after its release. This qalaam has truly been the most transformational thing to happen to me because it’s what I’ve turned to each time I needed relief, each time I was anxious and each time I felt hopeless. It has helped me not just in my professional life but my personal life too. To put it simply, if someone wants to put Mohsin Abbas Haider down in words, they’d be Uddi Ja.
Tell us about the struggles of your career and how they transformed you.
I’m very proud of the time I’ve spent struggling to make ends meet because it’s what put my journey into motion. I’m not ashamed of the days I had nothing to eat, of the aimless walks across streets, of living in just four t-shirts (something I was regularly mocked for). I survived through illness, through poverty and the worst possible living conditions.
I remember when I used to work in radio, my eyes would always be set on this one colleague who sometimes brought packed, home-cooked dinner to work. I knew the days he had a lunch box in his hands that he might share and I may not have to go to bed on an empty stomach again.
“To put it simply, if someone wants to put Mohsin Abbas down in words, there would be only two: Uddi Jaâ€
Despite all of this, I still maintain moving from Faisalabad to Karachi for work was the best decision of my life. What pushed me most at that point was the fact that I had just gotten engaged and was told by her father that I only had one year to prove I could make something of myself.
I’ve lived through eight to nine years of extreme hardship, but I believe my unwavering determination through this phase is what truly defines me. Today, I’m self-made and proud.
You wear many hats as a singer, actor, writer and television host and are loved equally for all that you do. What do you enjoy the most and why?
I feel very blessed when I think of all the things I’m able to do. The response and love I get assures me that I must be doing something right. If I had to choose what I enjoy the most out of all you’ve mentioned, I’d definitely be in a tough position. I absolutely love acting because it allows me to live many different lives. However, music will always take precedence between the two. This is because I believe music has shaped my life into what it looks like today. It’s provided the solace and strength I sought.
Luck, hard work or talent—what do you think has been the secret to your success?
Luck is important, but it only works its charm for people who recognise their talents and polish it through tons and tons of hard work. I’ve worked day and night like a labourer. I read a quote somewhere that said “hard work beats talent, when talent doesn’t work hard,†this couldn’t be more apt.
Which projects are you currently working on?
Some of the projects my fans can expect to see soon include a drama serial titled dewar-e-shab, my film Baaji (releasing in June) and Choti Choti Baatein, a mini-serial by Angeline Malik. I’m also working on some new songs, the videos for which will be shot soon. Apart from that, there’s quite a few exciting projects in the pipeline, including movies and web series. I’m reading scripts right now and will be able to talk more about this after some time.
Tell us about your childhood in Faisalabad.
I was a very shy and quiet kid, who liked staying alone with his thoughts. I was sensitive and extremely inquisitive. I started living in the storybooks and magazines I was so obsessed with.
In certain aspects I’m still the same, an introvert who doesn’t talk about his feelings and keeps to himself.
Did you always know you would grow up to be in the limelight?
When I was in college back in Faisalabad I became pretty popular as the president of the music society, following a huge singing competition that I won. I was also very actively involved with the dramatics society and had the lead roles in all our plays. I guess that kind of gave me a taste of what being recognised for your passion felt like. Apart from dabbling into the arts at school, I also started working in radio in my hometown, while also recording voiceovers that were played on the local cable TV. I had a feeling after this that I wanted to perform, but did I think I’ll ever be in the limelight like I am today? Never!
I remember the only time I ever thought about becoming famous was the day I first stepped foot in Karachi. Only took a week for me to realise how hard it really was to make it big and quickly gave up on the idea. My only focus was to try and make ends meet.
You’ve been courageous enough to talk about suffering from depression. As a public figure how do you think you can help people going through the same?
Depression is not something that just happened to me the day I chose to speak about. I just had an emotional breakdown that particular day so went public with my thoughts, but it had been building up since a while. As I mentioned earlier, I was always the kid who preferred keeping to himself, who never spoke about his feelings and I guess over the years all of that pent up emotion began eating me from the inside. Especially after experiencing the death of my mother, my daughter and some other pressing personal issues. I’m not saying I’m the first child to have lost a parent or the first parent to have lost a child, but I realise now that because I never spoke to anyone about how broken I was, things actually became worse for me. When I opened up about what I was going through, the heartwarming support that I received from across the globe moved me to no end. I can’t even begin to explain how grateful I am for people reaching out and showering me with concern.
“Luck is important, but it only works its charm for people who recognise their talents and polish it through tons and tons of hard workâ€
This is what made me understand the importance of seeking help; of talking to someone, of letting someone in. I know I’m not the only person who has suffered from depression. There are so many people who go through hell every day because of the voices inside their head. This is why I want to use whatever influence I may have to urge those people to get help. The taboo that surrounds mental illness needs to be overcome.
I have to take this opportunity to thank someone from team GT. The Assistant Editor, Sana Zehra, met me at my first cover shoot and found out about what I was going through. She’s a mental health counsellor and was kind enough to not just take my contact details but stayed in touch with me constantly and kept checking in. Her words of encouragement and motivation still replay in my head every time I’m low. I’m forever indebted.
How do you overcome loss and failure?
This universe has a healing power: time. Time really does heal everything. I’m not saying the pain vanishes, but it takes the form of a scar. It stays with you for the rest of your life, but hurts only when you revisit or touch it. I remember looking at my reflection in the mirror a while after my mother’s death. I was ashamed of the fact that I was smiling, laughing, eating and carrying on with my everyday routine. It’s weird but it happens, you get on with life.
As far as professional failures are concerned, they’ve never been a roadblock for me. I think you stop growing if you experience constant success. Failure makes you understand that you’re human and motivates you to keep yourself in check and do better.
“I’m not saying I’m the first child to have lost a parent or the first parent to have lost a child, but I realise now that because I never spoke to anyone about how broken I was, things actually became worse for meâ€
You and Mohsin Khawar decided to capture the essence of Lahore through your shoot. How would you describe the love you have for your country?
I met Mohsin Khawar at the poster shoot of a film. This is when he spoke to me about collaborating on a photo shoot. I really like his concepts and his belief that actors should do more than just generic glamorous shoots.
The first time we did a shoot together I chose to dress up as a clown. For this particular shoot, featured on your cover, I wanted to dress up as Charlie Chaplin, but it was Mohsin who suggested we try to capture Lahore’s essence as well. It’s great working with him, he’s a very positive man with a great vibe.
“I remember the only time I ever thought about becoming famous was the day I first stepped foot in Karachi. Only took a week for me to realise how hard it really was to make
it bigâ€
On my love for Pakistan, I can just say that whatever I am is because of this country. I’m a complete patriot. In fact, I hate travelling abroad, I just always want to explore my own country. I prefer travelling by road so I don’t miss out on the breathtaking views. I’ve also always admired the men in uniform who keep us safe from all forms of threats, internal and external.
Photography: Mohsin Khawar
Art Direction: Aysha Mohsin
Starring: Mohsin Abbas Haider & Musa Mohsin Khawar
Wardrobe: Tangerine & Carmin
Makeup: Danish
Location: Sweet Tooth, Heera Mandi
The celebrated actors talk to Haider Rifaat about their upcoming project SherDil. Releasing close to Pakistan Day, the movie pays tribute to the Pakistan Air Force.
MIKAAL ZULFIQAR
Tell us about SherDil and what you love most about the script?
I think most boys dream of becoming fighter pilots while growing up. This was true in my case at least, as I was obsessed with the idea until I was five or six years old. I didn’t get the opportunity to pursue flying professionally but SherDil allowed me to live my childhood dream on camera. The movie focuses around the professional and personal struggles faced by the character I portray. His unwavering grit and focus are truly inspiring; there was no way I could say no to the film.
“We want people to be aware of the exemplary valour of our air force pilots and the reverence they truly deserve. We also have a strong message for the world regarding Pakistan’s resolute strength; no force can undo this country. Pakistan is and will always beâ€
How is your role in SherDil different from the characters you’ve portrayed before?
I’ve been fortunate enough to play a wide range of roles through the course of my career as an actor, but this was the first time I played an army officer. The production of a feature film is a lot different than drama serials and in that respect I feel this project allowed me to push my limits.
Is there any specific goal the team is trying to achieve with this film?
Yes. We’ve tried to depict the might of the Pakistani Air Force and the JF-17 Thunder. We want people to be aware of the exemplary valour of our air force pilots and the reverence they truly deserve. We also have a strong message for the world regarding Pakistan’s resolute strength; no force can undo this country. Pakistan is and will always be. We are not aggressors but if someone provokes us, we are fully equipped to defend ourselves, as witnessed recently. In view of our current relationship with India, I feel the timing of SherDil’s release is perfect. Pakistanis are extremely patriotic and they have undying love for its air force. The movie pays homage to that emotion.
As tensions continue between Pakistan and India, do you think there is more responsibility on the makers of the film?
“Spending time with the Air Force and witnessing their grit and passion inspired me to look at life in a different way as well. I’ve pushed my limits as an actor. It’s been a truly humbling and enlightening experienceâ€
There’s responsibility not only on SherDil’s team but filmmakers in general, in fact everyone in the media. Situations like the current one are extremely sensitive and must be addressed prudently. Our film has covered tensions on the border beautifully. Coincidentally, the plot also revolves around India infiltrating Pakistani airspace—an event that actually transpired.
What appears to be the film’s greatest strength is visual effects. Is Pakistan’s entertainment industry headed in the right direction with the introduction of new VFX artists?
We had Hollywood teams working with us on this movie, but yes, our industry is getting better at visual effects. Pakistani professionals have great potential and if they’re equipped with the right technology, there’s no way our films won’t be of international standards. I’m extremely proud of SherDil’s visuals and believe local VFX artists will be able to find inspiration. However, there are many authentic scenes with no visual effects that have been captured just as remarkably. I took several flights myself, maneuvering fighter jets and it was definitely a thrilling experience.
I completed an hour-long mission with the Pakistan Air Force in Sargodha, where we got the chance to fly fighter jets in fog for a fight sequence—it was dreamlike.
Share your favourite dialogue from the movie for our readers.
“If I don’t return, tell my father martyrs never die!†This dialogue appears at the end of the trailer. We often assume the lives of our officers are only on the line in a state of war, but that’s extremely untrue. Every time an air force pilot flies out in his jet, they are at risk. I have huge respect for how they put everything at stake for our country.
Has your journey with SherDil impacted you as an individual?
That’s a very interesting question. I think spending time with the air force and witnessing their grit and passion inspired me to look at life in a different way as well. I’ve pushed my limits as an actor. It’s been a truly humbling and enlightening experience.
What else is in the works?
I’m shooting a drama serial (tentatively titled “Zard Baharâ€) opposite Sana Javed.
I also have another film, “The Trial†set for release later this year. This is a period film, set in 1971 and centres around the fall of Dhaka.
Moving on to your personal life, how do you think fatherhood has changed you?
The first thing that happens to you when your child is born is acquiring newfound respect and appreciation for your own parents. I remember calling my mother a few months after I first became a father to ask her how she managed four children, I couldn’t even seem to handle one! Parenthood is a beautiful experience though. I began questioning life and my purpose a lot after turning twenty-five. The monotony of daily life had really started to get to me, but once I had my daughters, my life suddenly had meaning again. They gave me the drive to excel so I can provide them with all the comfort they deserve.
If there’s any one piece of advice you could give your children, what would that be?
My daughters are very young right now so I try to discipline them a lot. I’d want them to grow up with the same values my parents instilled in me and to try and be good humans and Muslims. I’ve been taught to be loving towards those younger to me and respectful towards my elders. I hope my children do the same.
When have you felt the most proud of yourself?
I feel immense pride right now with the release of SherDil. It was important to me that I bag a successful movie and even though it isn’t out yet, I’m very confident about it. Apart from this, every time I’ve been given an award, I felt recognised for my hard work. In my personal life, the proudest moment for me was the birth of my children.
How do you unwind?
There are many ways I unwind. These include spending time alone, detaching from social media and just playing video games or watching a movie with friends, going on a drive or on vacations. I also enjoy playing
HASSAN NIAZI
Tell us about your character in SherDil.
I portray an Indian pilot (not inspired by wing-commander Abhinandan Varthaman). The producer of the film, Noman Khan, helmed the entire project beautifully and I’m ceratin it’s unlike any we have seen in our country or across the border. Despite touching upon a senstive topic, there is no hate for anyone. I’m lucky to be a part of this movie.
What response are you expecting from the audience?Â
Pakistan’s air force has an undeniable charm that everyone in the country respects. SherDil will further stir that emotion. I can say confidently that our team is setting a new standard for the Pakistani film industry.
What direction do you see your career heading in?
I hope to challenge myself further as a performer. I want to be part of projects and portray characters that allow me to experiment and push my limits. My dream role would be a heroic one, but with multiple layers. I want to perform well to gain the confidence of film and drama producers; I try being as professional and responsible with my job as possible.
What one thing about this industry frustrates you?
There are many things. I’ve learned from my experience to maintain a safe distance from negative people and instead stay around optimistic ones. Above all, I think it’s very important to appreciate the good in others. As a nation, we’re very critical of one another and always seem to focus on each other’s flaws. This trend seeps into the entertainment industry as well. If we’re able to undo this, it would feel as if light has overpowered darkness.
Tell us about your family.
I belong to a Niazi household, but I’m the only one affiliated with the entertainment industry. The rest of my family members are either doctors or army officers.
The next few pages provide all the inspiration you need to plan traditional outfits in your summer wardrobe. From ruffles to matching separates, we breakdown the styles to incorporate.
Cap It All Opt for shorter sleeves for a more contemporary feel. We love this floral tunic by Sania Maskatiya, paired with cigarette pants.Frill Seekers Feminine frills and ruffles have been a coveted trend since a while. This season go for delicate and soft designs, like this powder blue kameez by Zehra Saleem paired with a tulip shalwar.Matchy-Matchy Just like last year. we’re seeing double in 2019 and for good reason. Co-ords or matching sets, like this striped one by Studio S by Seher Tareen, are fun to wear and make putting together a look easy.Summer Solids Fuss-free and extremely chic, we’re strong advocates of wearing one solid colour in a good cut. This emerald green outfit by Jamdaani is a total winner.White Out An all-white outfit will always be a classic summer staple for every wardrobe. This number by Tangerine is versatile and modern.’90s Throwback Longer hemlines, comfortable shalwars and vibrant colours—embrace trends from the ‘9os to stay in style this summer. This outfit by Chapter 2 by Khaadi hits all the right notes.
You set up your design house at a very young age. Did you always know you wanted to pursue fashion?
Yes, I always wanted to pursue fashion, even as a child. The creative side of this process came naturally to me and the long hours and level of commitment required to make these masterpieces proved to be worth it. Fashion has taught me a lot, shaping me into who I am today.
Tell us about your background in fashion design.
My aesthetic was inherent, but I refined it further through degrees in fashion from the London School of Fashion, Sota School of Arts (Singapore), TFWA World Exhibition and the ESMOD Fashion School in Paris.
You’ve represented the country at various international platforms. Walk us through your shows.
It’s been quite an exhilarating journey to becoming Pakistan’s first ever fashion brand to have received such international acclaim. I’ve had the most successful series of international shows over the past years, but I believe I raised my own bar after the presentation at Paris Fashion Week 2019.
I started this journey with my catwalk series at the most exciting runways with Jessica Minh Anh at the Hudson River in New York; now I’ve presented eight times internationally. In Spring 2015 when Jessica selected me to represent Pakistan on the 100-metre floating runway on the Hudson River in NYC, I drove inspiration from the oceans. I could clearly imagine my crystal-encrusted dresses dazzling the runway in shades of aqua. The desire to make them look elegant was my constant inspiration at the J Spring Fashion Show 2015 and it clearly reflected, with the sound of the sea breaking over the shore setting the tone for my collection.
Following this, Jessica personally contacted me appreciating me for my work and offering to participate in her upcoming show at Gemasolarin Spain. The show was staged right in the centre of Gemasolar, a futuristic solar power plant in Seville, Spain. I was honoured to have my collection sashay down this incredible runway.
Since then, I’ve showcased in London, Sydney, Paris, atop the Hoover Dam near Las Vegas and most recently in Hong Kong.
You received the Women Empowerment Inspiring Achiever’s Award in California last year. How was that like?
It was a tremendous honour to receive the prestigious award, presented by reigning Miss World, Manushi Chhillar. This event is held every year to celebrate the work of outstanding individuals from all walks of life. The recognition I recieved has increased my confidence and encouraged me to continue to work hard and make Pakistan proud.
Run us through the creative process of coming up with a collection.
Lots of elements go into coming up with a collection. Travelling for inspiration and research is the first step. Next comes finalising designs, after which we forward sketches to the technical department.
My work is heavily inspired by my surroundings. If it’s an individual I’m designing for, I want her to look effortlessly glamorous. The aim is to create fine pieces of art that never go out of style.
Who do you admire in the fashion world?
The rebellious Olivier Rousteing, who has been breaking his own mould in every sense.
How would you describe the spirit of your brand?
Syeda Amera’s signature style celebrates timeless elegance, delicate detailing and the very best craftsmanship. Known for custom couture gowns and fine apparel, the brand evokes a timeless feminine aesthetic. Offering ready-to-wear and an exclusive bespoke service, the brand is a result of my personal identity and experiences.
An accomplished entrepreneur, Sadaf Fawad Khan’s label SFK Bridals is for the chic and classy woman. Haider Rifaat catches up with her to talk about life in the limelight
Why fashion design?
I always had more of an interest towards the arts than sciences. So when life gave me an opportunity, there was nothing more exciting than diving right into it.
How would you define your label?
I identify my label with sobriety and delicacy. I pay a lot of attention to the intricacy of the design itself and it comes through as prominent on a base colour.
Choosing the appropriate colour is and remains an important part of the brand’s philosophy. I don’t want the work to be lost in a base colour just so that it may appear heavy. The same philosophy extends to the menswear collections, which we have been growing steadily. The design is simple, yet prominent and lets your personality add to it.
I’ve always been known in the media as an artist’s wife. However, that is not my introduction when it comes to my professional life. I intend to be known solely for my work
Where do you see yourself headed with SFK Bridals?
Just looking upwards and onwards.
TELL US ABOUT YOUR new collection.
Each collection is essentially an extension of the previous one, with more refinement. We have a wide range of offerings. There is the conventional lehnga choli as well as a new spin on the peshwas. There is a dramatic volume paired with modern and heavily embellished Chantilly pants. There are layered asymmetric lehngas with brilliant pops of colour. We will keep innovating to give our clients something new each time.
Was it difficult to establish your own identity in the industry?
Fawad and I got married thirteen years ago, which means I’ve always been known in the media as an artist’s wife. However, that is not my introduction when it comes to my professional life. I intend to be known solely for my work.
Do you enjoy your celebrity status?
I do and I don’t. While love from the public is heartwarming, it comes with its cons. As far as my work is concerned, it’s the same grind as for any other designer.
WHAT MAKES A MARRIAGE WORK?
Trust
WHAT DRAWS YOU TO PEOPLE?
Treating people with the same respect you’d want for yourself.
What do you want to be remembered as?
A kind person.
If you could be any age for a week, what age would that be?
I would want to be twenty-two again.
What are your personal favourite fashion labels?Â
I enjoy simplicity in design and that’s why I admire the quirky, yet minimal, aesthetic of Muse.